This year (actually the past two years) has contained a few big setbacks and life interruptions for me. I know I need to get back on track so this post is my process. (Or ideas bubbling in my Cauldron)
It's meant that any kind of regular schedule, any studying, any progress to goals, any routine has been disrupted completely every few months. It's making me feel like I'm climbing a mountain covered in gravel and everytime I get a bit farther up I just slip and slide back down further than last time.
I've a ton of unfinished projects hanging over me, which makes me feel stressed, and I'm not looking forward to doing them even though they should be fun, I'm just wanting to knock them off my list now.
My apartment is a mess because everytime I feel out of control I attempt to rearrange everything but I get disheartened and give up. So I've things yet to find a home for all over the floor and bags of things to be taken to a recycle shop (difficult to get to when you've no car). I like things to be tidy so this stresses me out and my home is not the sanctuary I need.
I know my health is at the lowest it's been for a long time due to poor diet, no excercise and lack of sleep.
My studying is so broken I've not even applied for the December test because it would be too heart-breaking to fail something that's far below the level I should be by now.
That's how I'm feeling today so I think I need to figure out some kind of plan of action to get back on track (even though the Blue Witch in my head is saying that I shouldn't bother because something else will just come up)
Plan of Attack
1. The Apartment
This is the most important thing. I need to get things I don't want out of the place, and the things I do want need a home. I also need to address the Ninja who lives under my sink and keeps messing things up when I'm out.
2. Studying
I need to get into the habit of studying each day. At the moment there are three seperate things I'm doing. I can put two on hold until I get the main one to be a habit.
3. The Computer
I got a new computer and as of now I don't know too much about how it works (Win7) and all my stuff is just dumped into a "To Be Sorted Out" folder on the desktop.
3. Unfinished projects
I need to make a list, but I need to make it a shiny-magic list not a To-Doom List. Maybe I'll make a special page for it on here...
The main thing I need to remember is not to get overwhelmed or disheartened. And just keep going. That's all I really can do at the moment!
It's meant that any kind of regular schedule, any studying, any progress to goals, any routine has been disrupted completely every few months. It's making me feel like I'm climbing a mountain covered in gravel and everytime I get a bit farther up I just slip and slide back down further than last time.
I've a ton of unfinished projects hanging over me, which makes me feel stressed, and I'm not looking forward to doing them even though they should be fun, I'm just wanting to knock them off my list now.
My apartment is a mess because everytime I feel out of control I attempt to rearrange everything but I get disheartened and give up. So I've things yet to find a home for all over the floor and bags of things to be taken to a recycle shop (difficult to get to when you've no car). I like things to be tidy so this stresses me out and my home is not the sanctuary I need.
I know my health is at the lowest it's been for a long time due to poor diet, no excercise and lack of sleep.
My studying is so broken I've not even applied for the December test because it would be too heart-breaking to fail something that's far below the level I should be by now.
That's how I'm feeling today so I think I need to figure out some kind of plan of action to get back on track (even though the Blue Witch in my head is saying that I shouldn't bother because something else will just come up)
Plan of Attack
1. The Apartment
This is the most important thing. I need to get things I don't want out of the place, and the things I do want need a home. I also need to address the Ninja who lives under my sink and keeps messing things up when I'm out.
2. Studying
I need to get into the habit of studying each day. At the moment there are three seperate things I'm doing. I can put two on hold until I get the main one to be a habit.
3. The Computer
I got a new computer and as of now I don't know too much about how it works (Win7) and all my stuff is just dumped into a "To Be Sorted Out" folder on the desktop.
3. Unfinished projects
I need to make a list, but I need to make it a shiny-magic list not a To-Doom List. Maybe I'll make a special page for it on here...
The main thing I need to remember is not to get overwhelmed or disheartened. And just keep going. That's all I really can do at the moment!
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